Wow, so I'm on the ride of my life. All of a sudden I went from good at nothing, to... well I THINK I might be getting some recognitions for my art work!
It's been a hell of a few weeks! I can't seem to stop the tears, and I want to! I really am completely emotionally exhausted. My art pieces that I have worked on for the entire semester have been destroyed... by me. Well kinda... it's a long story but in short, I was treated unfairly by being the insuspecting loser on a deal that I didn't have any control over. Now it's all fixed because I made a big stink and I have to stop being stubburn and be satistfied even though I am sooo ready to just move on. Can we say DRAMA... haha that should be my middle name!
I'm still trying to work around some red tape in the realm of tvland and hope that I am taken as seriously there as I am in my art classes:) But of course I am not expecting anything... just waiting and trying to be patient. I'm not good at patience. So this is a big challenge. A challenge I thought was over more than a year ago, but now I see due to contractual agreements I am owned for another year... alas I hope they like me and let me work more...
I've been going around town looking for a school. I want to do culinary arts, but I also want to have somthing else in the mix so that I can have good job opportunity just in case things don't work out the way I hope. They say you should never have a plan to fall back on when you're aspiring to be apart of any arts related industry... cause you'll fall back... but I have kids and a family... I need to feel like I have covered all my bases covered. I need to be and feel like I am a good, put together Mom.
Weight loss wise, things have hit another wall and I'm dying inside! I'm addicted to the feeling of losing the weight! I have to fine tune things so that I can keep the momentum!
Well that's all for now! Untill next time!
XOXO
Sophia Ayala Gettys
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